Recently, Big Brother, whoever he is, whether sitting on the Facebook wall, or peeking through my choices on YouTube, has decided to post a variety of links on my behalf, like Tom Cruise watches one movie a day! Did I ever express interest in the pretty boy? No, not recently anyway! Every time I see something on my timeline that I didn't put there myself, I deleted with vengeance! Tonight, once again, my eyes befell on an unsolicited link. Except this time, the title spoke to me. It had something to do with feelings (I wonder whether Big Brother reads my blog). When I tapped on "read more", and ended up on a useless site about cars, I realized that Big Brother is not a competent spy, after all (I don't drive)! To make a long story short, I didn't get to read the article, but I gathered this much - feelings don't lie.
As I'm sitting here in a neighbourhood coffee shop with wifi, drinking gallons of cafeinated beverages, (my son doesn't have Internet), what I'm feeling puts to rest any doubt I might've had about retiring and moving out of Toronto.
I had a great day in one of the most organized classrooms. I felt needed, respected and liked, but right now, I feel tired, uncomfortable, out of sync and rather lonely. I don't think I will be good at commuting, or spending my evenings amongst strangers, looking for available assignments on line.
Back to the drawing board, what does Lili want to do when she retires?
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