Monday, 3 March 2014

To Keep or not to Keep?


Dear Friends,
I’ve always wanted to be a mattress,  a suitcase and a couple of boxes kind of a gal. Every time I move, I say goodbye to a ton (or two) of clothes, furniture, books and tchotchkes. But then, before I know it, objects keep piling up again! There are simply too many things out there that I like, need or must have!
Yesterday was all about de-cluttering. I thought I start with my wardrobe, since I’m very good at tossing out what has ceased to be useful or beautiful, but this time around, I couldn’t bring myself to pretend that I was allowed to pack only one suitcase. The thought of giving away even the least appealing garment or accessory ran shivers down my spine. What ifs, buts and maybes kept creeping into my process of elimination. I’ve never lived on fixed income before. What if I can only afford the bare necessities from retirement on? Maybe I have to wear these clothes till the day I die!
At 10’oclock in the morning, I finally reached for the Merlot. Ten ounces of red later, a much more optimistic Lili put on Roy Orbison’s "Pretty Woman" on repeat, and had herself a fashion show in front of the closet mirror, promising to get rid of the ill-fitting and the unflattering, without prejudice.
Big bags that tote daybooks, make-up bags, lunch containers and sometimes even a pair of 
indoor shoes  out! Conservative tops and bottoms that look good only in traditionalist milieus  out! A mountain of scarves and custom bijouterie, to grab and hold seven/eight-year-olds attention, straight into granddaughters’ dress-up chest!  
By the afternoon, I was feeling very good about my iron will, and then I took a break to read the news on line.
Regrettably, I landed on an article about the sad state of most seniors. Apparently, 30% of Canadian retirees return to work to make the ends meet.
Later at night, I got out of bed, and reluctantly snuck couple of business-like pieces into the pile of “keepers," just in case.


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