Such is the current state of our affairs:
Corroded Valve - fixed!
Condo - sold!
Although a huge (the hugest) item has disappeared from my to-do list and I can finally return to my messy moeurs, I'm not celebrating yet! All my life I've lived with this annoying feeling that everyone is out to get me! So, obviously, I cannot rest until I have cashed my cheque which will be on July 21, 2014! Although, the thought of someone suing me for my last penny at some point, never leaves my thoughts! That, of course, I blame on the society we live in, not my upbringing or disturbed personality!
Last night, I felt a bit unsettled. Sleep wasn't able to camouflage the magnitude of reality; my retirement, my move to Cobourg, my aloneness in my new life, and most importantly my separation from my older son, who will also be all alone, in Toronto. As I rubbed my throat, to shrink the lump of incertitude, I wondered whether it was all a dream, a mistake. Was I ready for it all?
But then, is one ever really ready for what hasn't happened yet?
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